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[19 May 2005|05:51pm]

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[17 May 2005|09:05pm]
*screams into pillow*
::bursts into tears::

everything went downhill after i left choir today. i need to go back. :'(

i need a hug.
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[20 Apr 2005|08:58pm]
ohhhh snappCollapse )
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[20 Apr 2005|12:52am]
[ mood | hyper ]

And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
And my heart gets no rest over you

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that i'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?

Selfishly i'm in loveeee with you
Cause i've searched my soul
And know that it's youuuuuuuuuuuu

This is the currently fatty sleepover song we're singing. It's so sad :[. AHHH I love my fatties :D. And this is Emily. I swear :D.

Awww we're having the best time everrr. Singing into vegetables, being crazy, dancing around, taking pictures, ahh! I love you guys!

Okay fine so maybe this isn't Emily.

Mellie + Emmy + Liz + T-Bon = <3.

That ho Liz stole my pixie stick :( Excuse me while I go severely injure her, kthx.

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[10 Apr 2005|05:42pm]
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[15 Mar 2005|06:41pm]
[ mood | exhausted beyond belief ]

I don't know why, but I'm just really stressed. Yesterday, I was stressed to the point that I just cried for like, two hours. I guess it was a build-up of things that were getting to me, like missing my family {my stepmom, my brother & sister, dog, but mainly my daddy who I haven't seen in 3 weeks, this whole weight loss thing that I'm trying to do and its NOT WORKiNG {hate that}, this stupid term paper due next week {hate some more}, lack of sleep {oh, this is getting to me}, and school {WHiCH i LOATHE ENTiRELY}. Yesterday, part of my crying jag started because I was thinking about how mad I was at my mom, then I got to thinking about how I haven't seen my dad in 3 weeks, then I got really upset, and started crying becasue I miss him so much. I mean, I hadn't talked to him since Saturday, and I'm such a Daddy's Girl if you think about it. I won't tell my dad when he make me angry, or when I have a problem with something he does. Anyway. This stupid term paper keeps nagging me in the back of my mind, and I'm so nervous I'm going to fail it. Last week, when I was sick, I hardly slept. Sunday night, I went to bed at 12 because I finished my homework at 11:30. I worked on it for 8 flipping hours. Then last night I didn't get to bed 'til late because I was up studying for whatever tests I had today, by the way, which I deffinitely failed. Actually, only the bio, but then I got 100 on a quiz we took today. So that's good. But grades close a week from tomorrow. I'm deffinitely scared because it's been such a short quarter, and I haven't done so well. So I have to study my ass off, and get 90s and 100s on EVERYTHiNG now through next Wednesday. But next Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday I have off, and I'm spending 4 out of those 5 days with my dad. How flipping awesome. I might go into work with him one day. NYC <3 lurve<333.

Anyway. I can't wait til next week so I can just chill. But this week I can forget that, so I'm going to go do my homework, and eat. Later<3
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